This is my online diary. I will share thoughts but no revealing details.
Currently, no devotionals seem to penetrate my heart. The change that took place on June 2 has not resolved. I feel peaceful, mostly, but disturbed the change has not resolved. Almost four months of waiting on an answer from heaven and wondering if maybe, I missed the Lord's direction. I stepped out in faith on June 2 but thought I should choose the next direction. So, far there has been no urging or leadership.
The last thing remembered from daily devotionals is Elijah "waiting by the brook Kidron." In I Kings 17 the prophet was told to wait by the brook and the Lord sent ravens to feed him there. So, he was fed and watered whilst he waited. The brook dried up, the prophet moved on and came to a widow woman "gathering sticks" to make bread for a last meal before she and her son would starve and die. However, this is another lesson in the Lord providing for His child.
The prophet instructed this widow woman to make "make me a cake first." Seems a little self-centered but the faithful, humble mother did as she was asked.
The result? the barrel of meal wasted not, neither did the cruse of oil fail,
So, I am waiting, fed and watered (spiritually at GBC) until the Lord moves me from the change than began June 2.
